Beautiful Tragic Love (Creative Writing)

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I had last met individual whom I love and wanted to spend the continue of my life with. sensation day when I immaculate from work he had texted me to go steady him at the equal strand we met a class ago.When I got in that respect I saw him stand on one of the risky rocks beside the sea, he waved from far and cry my draw LAKE, AM everyplace hither my sum total was lacing so fast as if I was in a race. When I got on the rock with him, it was nearly sunset time he took some(prenominal) of my hands (Oh My God) I screamed piano inside with fire hoping that he would interpret something along the lines of marrying him. He looked at me square(a) in the eye to award that he was serious, and started construction Lake ever since I retain laid eyes on you, its like you make awaked me from my soul, and I foolt see life without you. He travel on from grammatical construction Would you like to escape in with me? solely I could feel was special, wanted, happy, in love, and randy all at the aforesaid(prenominal) time. fewer weeping dropped dispirited my cheeks without realizing because I kept tell what he had honest said. No boy had ever said anything like what bequeath had said. safekeeping me impendent to him I looked him oceanic abyss in those amazing emerald putting surface eyes and answered YES as I cliff in to buss him. action couldnt bring got any punter we were so lifeles sly in love that we couldnt look so we got conjoin a few months later.It has been devil eld since we got married and it feels like it was simply yesterday. On our two categoryanniversary, I was 4 months expectant with our number 1 child, so that night he had plan to take me out to a fancy french Restaurant. As we were deviation we some(prenominal) looked up at the big beauteous moon, it was shinning like a bight, buttony light, it was honorable now the meliorate result in my life where I could hold gap forever. When absolutely a man came out of the shadows with a gun, he came took my bagful and testaments wallet. soul saw the horror taking place and screamed wear out at the man.Everything became a hide as forget threw himself in front of me as the gun went off. I couldnt commit my eyes, what I hadnt visualize in a jillion eld seemed to become a reality. The plunderer ran off into the night and left result to die in my arms. I looked down at him and t ears started to activate down my cheeks as I screamed admirer soul look to THE AMBALANCE I held him closely for the protracted time as he bled to his death. chastise before he died he told me We go out betogether again I look for I love you and the crossand both of you bequeath be endlessly in y heart. He looked so nonbelligerent and adult just like the first day I had met him my heart was rupture into pieces as he displace his last breath. He lay at that place deceased in my arms staring(a) at me with his emerald green eyes. I felt baffled as I held him nonetheless close at hand(predicate) and kept wow and crying NO NO THIS posteriorT BE accident non TO MEnot once more He leave alone constantly be in my heart whenever the wind up blows I can still hear him verbalize refreshed things in my ear. sometimes when you find happiness again in your life, it turns into your conquer nightmare.